I feel like a loser in my life. I've had 4 relationships 2 of them just left me 1 used me abused me sexually harrassed me when I was 16 it took 1.5-2 years to get out of that trauma. Then I actually founded the best relationship I've ever I had I Loved that person so deeply I can't even explain. We dated for 15 months and now he broke up with me saying things are not working out we won't be happy together... everytime I'm left alone.My parents doesn't want me they hate me I'm no one's first choice. I feel left out and alone. I do everything to keep a bond I'll do whatever it takes to make it work. But still I'm left alone.