dude, just because of 1 girl how can you end your life like that? Was she ur only goal in life? Think first

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I think you are being too harsh on yourself. I can understand you must be feeling guilty and overwhelmed. But you had difference, you were not comfortable with it and she was not comfortable with you. That’s okay. It’s better to be in our own space. Everyone look for a partner who they feel comfortable with and have prospects of growth with. Accept it that- the relationship is over, whatever happened was in the past and it cannot be changed. Look forward to other things in life broaden your horizons, try to understand what you want and work on it. It’s okay everyone does mistakes. You have a wonderful life ahead, try to rationalise the situation and move ahead with a positive outlook. One year is such a long time. You should now give yourself a chance. You are totally worth it.

you cant call yourself unworthy just because a misshap that happened once . just look forward and you gotta be fine .Afterall we learn from our mistakes and experiences right .? so your upcoming relationship would be abdolutely fine

thanks for trying trying to be understanding...part of me knows those v well...but I hate thoughts like that...I hate to call her that she was part of my experience...well I accepted the fact that she shouldn't be with a person like me....I am doing my best to move on....in this journey I've lost who I was....I don't feel emotions anymore...kind of like people irritates me....I don't know whats wrong here....I hate everything...If dying isn't a choice I wish to dissapear such that people never even knew me....future , life ahead, happiness...maybe they are right there near me but I hate them...

do your best , it can be a beautiful life ahead...i tell myself those everyday...to break free from this anxiety I do regular excercise and follow timetables....and when I think everything is going better I burst out suddenly everything....physically I am trying my best to tell myself that I am happy...but thats not true...I am not happy....i hate me....I just don't believe in peoples anymore , their emotions, sympathies and smile just makes me sadder...

there's no goal left in my life...thats why I am letting go of her cause I have no interest in living anymore....there's no goal , no desperation , there's nothing

This will take time you will have to tell yourself innumerable times that it’s going to be okay. Everyone is different it isn’t your fault. You just have to further be respectful towards everyone. You can not impose yourself on someone. Relationship has to move mutually. Don’t lose hope, I know it will be difficult be hang in there. Time heals everything. Make a goal for yourself. What is that you want to do tell me?