I discovered my sexuality at a very young age. I even played about it with my sister who was 5 years you get to me. We kept touching each other inappropriately and some forbidden things. Before it was too late we stopped it and never ever have we spoken about it ever. I'm married now with a child and so is she. I'm still not able to forgive myself what I did and haunts me till date. I still have no idea what motivated me to such actions. I feel pathetic about it even till this day. I was diagnosed of a miserable disease and I consider it to be purely because of my actions. Please help and this is the first time ever I'm venting out .