Regretting my decision

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Now , i am so confused about my decision .   I think i made a wrong decision to choose such expensive college for my btech.  I am really so stupid , how can i take such nonsense step in my life without thinking properly . i was thinking , i am mature and i can take right decision , but i am regretting my decision of joining such a expensive college .  my parents will feel burden of paying my fee everytime .  i don't know why , i always make a stupid decision . i should have given time to me and myself to make a right decision . And i can't complain anyone, as it is my decision to join .  but i am not liking the atmosphere here , it's so weird. also i don't like the people and vibe here . I feel so lonely among such huge crowd . I feel like i am not for this college , i should have chosen a decent college ,where i can students of my level , simple and friendly .  whom should i tell my condition ,my parents will be really disappointed , if i tell them this . it is my decision , and i

exactingthrush3 · Answer

don't worry

exactingthrush3 · Answer

i was also faced Same situation like you 4years ago

exactingthrush3 · Answer

in 2018

exactingthrush3 · Answer

but not for the fees but for one person

exactingthrush3 · Answer

i have joined in one college there i have seen that person i liked him but after some days i got admission in one big college. i felt that person is ignoring me.In  that anger i have choosed to go to that reputed college that i got and joined in that college. My father has paid the admission fee which is very expensive. but after i realising that i could not ever see that person again my heart was full of sadness my eyes were into tears. my feelings was of breathlessness, i wanted to go back to that college but already my father has paid the money i don't want to make him disappointed for my actions and in that huge college i was soo dull and not made friends. i wanted to go back but i paid to that big college,it's not about money i just don't want to make my my parents upset and not gone to that previous college back. upto upto 4months that dullness sadness feeling of breathlessness like a fish out of water have lasted.It was like hell after 4 months i felt better

exactingthrush3 · Answer

my suggestion is don't regrete your decision. fear of regretting should there before taking decision. after taking decision we should not think that is good or not.

exactingthrush3 · Answer

Follow your heart. Do What your heart says don't do what brain says.

exactingthrush3 · Answer

if you feel like money is burdening them try to to justice to their money by studying hard and trying to exist there by face every problem there with tolerance and patience.If you feel like this you could not make friends over there in future every one will become pairup. talk to people have smile enjoy be easygoing go with flow don't overthink about anyone and anything be positive cool chill. enjoy the moment. Be in present. if you fail to be like this you might not have friends and you may  feel lonely in day.

praiseayu · Answer

thnku @exactingthrush3 ....i will face everything and prove that i have taken a right decision

praiseayu · Answer

and my parents will proud of me soon

praiseayu · Answer

i know i am confused now about things going on in my mind and in my surroundings , but soon , everything will be sorted

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