I also feel the same, i feel
Good when I come here. I donโt feel like I am alone.
grumpyPonie4
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Same here i feel
Im desperate to attention to anybody to avoid loneliness at depression
SadieSwift13
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same here. i'm here to talk about my feelings but then at the same time I can offer my insights or just be a friend with people just by listening to them and talking to them
grumpyPonie4
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SadieSwift13
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is there something you want to talk about grumpyponie?
grumpyPonie4
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Just want to talk here iamears
Reading and giving advice to others not right or good advice but i feel avoid depression and loneliness talking here
grumpyPonie4
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Im think this past month im sick person i feel loneliness and crying feeling heavy heart if no one chat me while working no one remember me or give attention to me๐๐
SadieSwift13
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you can't depend your happiness with people. you have to create it yourself. i'm giving advice but i myself can't really do my own advice. like i know what is the right thing to do but i don't have the energy.
SadieSwift13
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if they don't chat you, then you should reach out. if they reply, then good. have a little chitchat. but put in mind that maybe your friends are also busy with their own life. as long as you are still friends, there's no problem.
grumpyPonie4
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Yes i understand its not me this past month im think im sick๐
Before im always happy i do not mind person if no have remember me i have always do things i love watching korean series, editing and playing some games but i can not feel them im not enjoying it still heavy feelings
grumpyPonie4
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If i check my phone no messages its so much heavy feelings like no one love me
I know all have own routine work but just have a few messages to someone its feel me good avoid loneliness
grumpyPonie4
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Sadieswift13 talking to you or anybody here iamears if i check my phone and they appreciate my comments and have new comments i feel avoid loneliness i like it this iamears much to much help to me
SadieSwift13
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i also noticed that with myself. i no longer do the routine and the activities that i used to enjoy. i've been like this for almost 5 months.
SadieSwift13
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same. i'm glad we met here and also the other people in this community. i feel good talking to you and the people who appreciates me in this platform.
grumpyPonie4
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Yes sadieswift i understand that i have many friends and they own routine thats not problem to me before but this past month im easy feel crying and heavy feeling im still avoid the hurt feelings but i do not know why i can not control it myself now๐
grumpyPonie4
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Sadieswift13 i think i feel this 2months ago but a little bit i feel still control it but now i do not know what to do ? So i found it this one iamears
Im not open any socialmedia now im only use here iamears
SadieSwift13
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i really don't know what to tell you because i'm going through with the same problem. i hope we can surpass this phase and be our old happy self again. ๐
grumpyPonie4
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Sadieswift13 talking to you here its to much help me to avoid it loneliness and heavy feeling i hope you also back again being happy we used to it before
grumpyPonie4
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I know my feelings loneliness next day i well be ok and happy again and less stress can laugh again but others day if no one remember me sickness loneliness and heavy feeling hurt come back again
SadieSwift13
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i can really relate with you. do you also suffer from loss of appetite or excessive eating? mine is that i really can't eat anymore. i don't have an appetite. i just don't care with my well being.
grumpyPonie4
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Yes sadieswift13 yes have sometimes at night before sleep i do not like to eat
But morning even no mood still need eat because no energy work still be strong need our body only feel sadness of emotion
SadieSwift13
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there were few times that i feel happy but in the back of my mind, i know that when i got home, i'll be sad and feel empty again.
SadieSwift13
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I quit my job because I came to the point that I can't control myself anymore. it affected my work and my workmates were worried about me. but me, i just don't care so i quit because i don't want to be unprofessional.
grumpyPonie4
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Same feelings another days good and feel happy but next days feeling loneliness still trying to fight but sometimes only solution like this talking to you or talking any someone avoid loneliness
grumpyPonie4
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Honestly this day while im working i do mistake 2 times in my work because my mind not good like flying thinking over much not focus on work
SadieSwift13
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yes. this platform is an escape with the loneliness and void that i feel inside. but after i shut off my phone, and lay in bed, i'd be back with this emptiness.
SadieSwift13
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yes. i can totally relate. like i loved my job back then but its just that i'm not feeling like myself anymore. like i'm good with my job and my supervisor often praise me as well. i just don't have the enthusiasm as before.
SadieSwift13
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did you fix the mistake? did your co workers knew?
grumpyPonie4
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Sadieswift13 yeah then later you be sleep have heavy feeling then wake up morning its another day๐
grumpyPonie4
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Sadieswift13 do you want to connect me in instragam
grumpyPonie4
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Sadieswift13 how old are you?
SadieSwift13
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i'm 24 how about you? sure.
SadieSwift13
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i don't think it was a good idea. if you give your instagram here, everyone will know because there is no such thing as dm here.
SadieSwift13
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no worries.
SadieSwift13
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every other day feels like "oh yeah, another day" like i have nothing to look forward to.
grumpyPonie4
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Yes i know but if someone welling give here instragam i well chat them next time if im feel better
Anyway sadieswift13 thankyou for your time๐๐
Im feel ok now๐
And you getwell soon still need strong fight our own depression and loneliness