Hey I'm 17 years old and I do want to enjoy my life but my life doesn't want me to enjoy I'm going through a lot that's all because of my own fuckin stupidity of being in a relationship in the age of 14 when I was not even able to decide what to wear and now it's been 4 years that I'm dealing with that guy with a lot of family issues my younger brother is suffering from kidney fail and my family is not financially stable for his whole treatment and I feel so helpless. Sometimes I just want to end me but the thing is they won't let me go and they'll get more financially unstable and the boy I love we are in a long distance and he doesn't understand this whole critical situation and he is the only person that makes me laugh the thing is he doesn't treat me the way I want him to treat me it's been 4 years we doesn't even met so these things kill me inside .
Help me to get out of it 🥺