I'm in love with a person and want to marry him. My parents are more of an orthodox type and wants me to get married soon. But this guy needs time to settle down before getting married. I'm afraid that I'll be blackmailed and abused emotionally and will have to marry somebody else for my parents. I'm afraid I'll have to leave this person whom I really love. I tend to overthink and get very anxious about the future and get very depressed sometimes. I lose my appetite and interest in anything. I feel so demotivated and I barely have any energy to do anything other than sleep.