my relationship with my parents isnt the best they just locked my in the house and left somewhere they often would hit me and lie to me and always demean me they never want to talk nicely to me any of my achievements my mom disregsrds them even when im currently predicted all 9s and got a scholarship for basketball they dont care and i feel so worthless, last year i dated this guy and he would always ask for consent however when i said no he ended up touching my in places i didnt like anyways i cant tell my parents cause they will freak out and i feel like the trauma is ruining my current rs, my mom always calls me fat or ugly im really underweight now with a lot of deficiencies i dont know what to do i just cant focus on work anymore and i care about my grades a lot i just wish sometimes they would like me