I don't want to work. i don't want to do anythinggg. today's my birthday and it's just been a really sad day. My father's is in icu geeting his dialysis done. He is the sole earner and provider of our family. My grandfather has a shop but it doesn't do that well just somehow getting us through. my mom and i also earn very less (3k per month) each. My father hasn't been well this whole year and it's just coming down on me as I'll be graduating this year. Everything feels way to much. I think i guess i want pity and sympathy. idk i just can't