I feel like I have achieved nothing in my life. I have no purpose, no motivation, no discipline whatsoever. I always feel like no one loves me for who I am. They probably just pity me that's why they hang out with me. Growing up I have always heard my mom and dad complaining about me to different relatives, saying how I don't study, how I'm so lazy, how I never listen to them, but they never tried to find the cause of my behavior. They always compared me with various people. I was always an average student. I try to learn new things but I don't feel like doing anything. I feel I don't deserve anything good because I am not worth it.