I think you shouldn't compare yourself with others, everyone has a different pace of growing.
Be grateful of what you have.
I agree with @hushedbasmati3. Also, if you're having trouble trusting, it's for your good. You're taking your time to choose your partner for lifetime. There's no reason to rush up things just because your friends have done it.
thank you all for your words😊
Wait for the right time !!! Things work differently for everyone ....n trust me this wait will be worth waiting for !!