i always feel left out in my family... sometime i go and kiss them and hug them... be there for them.... but still i wakeup every date and left out... i am really conscious about my looks and thing i say and the way i move my hand .... i just feel not enough .... i never get family secreat all goes driectly to my adulter sister... she is always topper at every thing .... i cant blam her. i wish to be perfect daughter for them. but i am not....