hello everyone ...I am really so confused ...is my condition is improving or not ....... sometimes I feel good and just after all of sudden I become anxious.......I just want to concentrate on schedule ,my studies ..my exam is near ....and I don't think I had covered even half of syllabus ....I was not like this ...I has been always a topper .....this is only now things are gone worst for me ...... Everytime I just restart my life ,my studies and forgot everything ....but next to it thing changed .. again same overthinking , blame game ...I always blame myself and feel guilty ......I was really Normal ..but now I am trying a lot to be normal again ....but everytime I fail ..... mu parents loves me a lot ...but problem is that they don't understand me a little ....even nobody in this world understand me. ..... everyone just proves me wrong ....I don't have a single friend ....and during this phase of my life when I have to be serious and do hard work .....I am get stuck with this shit