It has been a month since I started my college and I don't have any friends. It's not like no one offered me to be part of their group or to join them but I don't know why I just feel outcast or not similar to them like I used to be with my other friends. I don't talk to anyone like I use to not with my family. I started staying in my room isolating myself from everyone doing nothing I don't like to visit my relatives or friends anymore and all I feel like crying and thinking nothing staring at ceiling fan. And feeling of suffocation in my chest. I don't know what is happening. I have become a very rude person I started arguing with my parents and siblings I hate myself and sometimes I feel hopeless.