Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I can understand it must be difficult. Why do yoh think your inadequate? Are you sure you’re not evaluating your self esteem based on all the wrong parameters? How long has it been since you’re experiencing this?

I'd always been a good student and I wanted bigger things in life. I still do. But recently, I am failing. My markd have gone down. I didnt qualify in am exam and realised that I can never achieve that success. Nothing satisfies me. Plus, I see others talking and presenting their thoughts effortlessly. I cant even do that

Why do you think you’re failing, just because you didnot get enough mark? It’s okay, we all come to a point in life wherein we are do not get what we expect but what’s important is we did efforts for it. You have been a good student, you’re still a good student, you now know where you want to put extra efforts to get what you want, take it as a learning experience. What do you think satisfies you. You can also express what difficulty do you face? Who are you close to?

I don't find anything that satisfies me. Even if something good happens, the feeling vanishes in minutes. There's a feeling of emptiness. I can't sleep well, or sleep a lot. I can't focus on my studies too. I am always restless. and I hate myself when I am unable to talk in front of people

But thank you for being patient with me. It means a lot to me. I am trying to get better

Thats great! I am sure you will do better in No time. Have you tried making a schedule and daily task list? Celebrate you little achievements. Keep motivating yourself that you’re growing everyday. I am here to listen to you, tell me what else bothers you? Do you go out with your friends?