I am in a relationship from last 6 years. it's been very strong and intense. we are so much in love that we are sure of getting married to each other. but caste is a problem. I come from a very conservative family and he's from a different caste. I'll get married within 3 years from now. so it's the high time to be stressed about it. and not only that, I have been caught with my boyfriend twice. even after that my father trusts me. it kills me from inside to lie to my parents but i really can't choose between my love and my family. what should I do? my father keeps saying that he will not allow me to marry in another caste. today also he said the same thing. this gives me anxiety and depression. I feel so numb. please someone help and guide me