I always find myself lost somewhere which cause little problems in school and it's hard to breathe and hard to cry sometimes. I always find myself laughing but I don't feel like happiness. I am not able to speak up. I just act normal but from inside i don't find happiness or tiredness or any sort of feelings. Lots of people said I am emotionless and heartless but I know that something is up. I stop eating sometimes and sometimes I eat a lot than I should. I can't sleep in a relax manner but then again I don't wanna get up from my bed. My academic performance is lacking behind. Am i really heartless or emotionless? Or is there something else? Is there something that can cure it?