can you tell about it what you did

it's going to sound stupid but umm I chose a college a great one and I got selected everyone was very happy its far away from home so it was tough to set the place up and everything but when I chose the college it was perfect because it met all the criteria govt good rep etc etc however govt introduced a new policy after admissions so now the teachers have 0 idea about our syllabus things are certainly not very ok right now because of it plus this place is very controversial and some type of protests happen very often now I did move to a metropolitan so I didn't think that would be the case and after considering everything I told my mom I would like to switch Colleges and she said we trusted you and you made a wrong decision but how is this my fault?

it's not your fault it's the situations some time we need to change our decision cause of our own good you have taken the right decision to change it cause if you are not comfortable with it then how will you spend the rest of your time there so don't think too much some times they can blame u bt only u know why you did that

but I want my mom to support me she's very important to me and I always respect her opinion

i know my mom is also imp for me bt we don't have very deep connection bt i always try to make her understand about my thoughts make her convenience bt it not happen

so you need to try to make her understand about why you did that

i tried we always end up screaming and at this point I have started to get depressed I cry every night for no reason I am under a lot of pressure and I can't deal with it anymore

you don't have to keep everything to yourself sometimes you need to talk about it with your friends

cause it will help you to calm

i know I don't but I have lost the energy to at this point

you can share with me cause when you get depressed it's really hard to come out of it

i know and I just feel like giving up

giving up is not an option you need to pull yourself up

if you need you can share your thoughts with me

how do you even do that

i have no clue where I am what to do

i feel clueless and unconfident

do you want to talk so we can connect

i can't

I am terrible at telling people how I feel

it's ok cause I'm also like u even I can't share my problems with people

i know that feeling

you know like you have a 1000 things to say but nothing really comes out

bt if you think about it too much on your own u will be stressed

it's ok I know cause i also don't know how I can share my emotions with anyone