I am trying to be a good daughter, sister,and person ,but I didn't see or feel the appreciation of those people around me. every night I feel so depress thinking too much about my day doing and keep asking myself why am I feel so alone ,am I not part of this world to get experience this kind of pain inside me. why they don't understand me? what should I do to make them all proud of me ? I've been working so hard while attending my online class supporting myself alone ,then why they don't appreciate my sacrifices. I cry it all out of my head then I sleep then I still keep fighting for the other new day .