I used to have a lot but right now I don't think I have cause all the things I m putting in no one else is putting in and when I reach out to them no one available and on the other hand I m always available for them any how
You need to trust yourself and put efforts on your ambition and hobbies first. once you prioritize ourself you wont feel bad about this situation. You put your friends first thats why you feel that so. Once you invest in yourself like minded people will appreciate you and those will be your good friends.