hey i am not doing soo good but i try and i fail alot of time and this make me feel worthless. i want to build a routine so that i could be productive and sometimes it doesnt work the way i want to ,so i give up on myself . i have alot to do but i dont do . i procrastinate alot too. i want study more so that i can create a bright future for myself but i am not working for it so i hate myself . i need a friend who could understand me but all of my friends not understand me at all