nowadays, I was researching about a lot of religions... i read about the history of parsis, I feel so much bad for them🤕😔, I read some verses of quran, watching zakir naiks videos..... I only find negativity in all these... these negative thoughts consumed me everytime. see, I don't want to hate muslims. I can't help myself to get rid of all these thoughts🤦♀️🤦♀️🤷♀️