Hey Mishka! Thanx for sharing. I think you know that killing yourself is not the answer. Think of the bullies. If you would do that, then they would win. I think you need a better solution: think why does it all affect on you. Is it because you dont feel good in your body? So, do something about it. Go to the gym. Try to eat healthyer. Do something about your apperance. Do it for you,not for them. You have a possibility to become much better and healtyer you. Also think that bullies will always pick the most easy victim to pick on, they will never pick on a person who is sure about herself/himself. Parents dont care about the bad words because they are bothered with much bigger stress so they laugh about it. It does not affect them because it is their way of dealing with it. It does not mean that they dont take you seriosly, it is just their reaction to stupid words from bullies. Maybe say to them that for you is a big deal and that you will like to have a talk with them about all this. You can also go to school teacher and explain the situation. I personally think that it is not the bullies you need to take care of, but the confidence. They will stop doing this when you will become more aware of yourself. I am sure if you focus on building yourself, you can become anyone you want to. So, good luck and see you in gym ;)