lately these days I've been very tired and drained. i don't know what I would do. lots of problems in my head. all I want is a person to talk but all my friends are very busy on their own lives. sometimes I'm losing my mind thinking of how will I get through all of this. my thoughts won't stop thinking of every little pieces of problems and happenings and everything that doesn't exist. I'm like in a space mode everytime. Instead of shouting or talking this all out I just cry. cause I think crying is a way that I can comfort myself. anyways, I will be fine after crying. not totally fine, but I will be.