hello ananya, the same happened with me, except, when i got through the entrance exams with a good score, my father celebrated illustriously but then because of some criterias i didn't get into a desirable college, while I spent my time obsessing over that sadness

a friend of mine in a similar situation in the same college as me worked really hard and now works with a leading company in a respectable position, life isn't over yet, it has only started, it's not easy certainly but you have opportunities, eat well sleep well, regain your energy and think of a way in which you can get through this, people talk often but they aren't the ones who worked hard, you are and hence you are the one worthy of judging yo own worth

as for me i say you're quite worthy

what did you do then

I am aware of my health and everything else in my life and thanks for the advice but I can't forget that person it's just hard to move on even tho it's being years

Hi Ananya , I can understand your situation. But let me tell you one thing good colleges doesn't create good students but good students definitely create a good college.It doesn't matter where you are studying , how renowned that institute is .What matters is are you happy being a part of it ? Are you focusing on your studies ?See parents will always have a different point of view.They are from a different generation .They think if you get into a renowned institution it's good for your future.They just simply want a safe & secure life for you.But if you study hard ( It doesn't matter in which college you are in ) ..... focus , you can still get good marks .You can make your parents understand this. I can understand you have anxiety issues ( more or less I guess we all have this at some point in our lives ).If you have friends try to spend som quality time with them.Watch some "Motivational Videos" on YouTube.Listen to some podcasts.Read books if you want.One more thing people will have always to say something.No matter what you do... how you do it.So don't bother about them.Do things what you love .Try to feed a street dog or help a poor person.It will make you happy from within .Try this .You just need to understand your worth .When you will be in your 40's you will can't remember any of these .You will forget how much you score in your favourite subject. Always remember that you are loved & you are important.