I'm struggling a lot lately I tackled with my depression and anxiety a year ago but it's coming back. I worked so hard to get into colleges but failed. people are talking behind my back that how bad am I. I'm not even able to study. the colleges I am selected into doesn't makes my family. And the one me and my family wanted I didn't get into it. it's hitting back at me i suddenly feel sunk but then I comfort myself. and then again same happens.