so , I am writing this here because I couldn't say it out loud . I know everyone are scared of exams but in my case it's completely different and it might not be worst for some but it's for me . my exams are in a week and I am studying well and revising everything but the fear of getting is eating me out and idk what happens with me even though I am well prepared I am not really satisfied with whatever I write and do ... one of the reasons is constantly getting kts has fucked up mind in every possible way. one of the most important reason is my mom as every parent has expectations with their children to score good and mine has it too but sometimes I wish she would atleast say you have done a great job and I am proud of you ,she isn't happy about anything I do . it just feels like that also it has affected in my confidence. mom , I know I am a loser , failure and will never satisfied you I am sorry that I am your child but what I say tho . I have become a very competitive person