hey y do u think like that ur one having a beautiful heart explore it and be happy , just explore ur happiness jen me too once thought like that after realizing and with self love i know where i can find happiness do u want to know where i find? it is in me i just want to see things which makes me happy i advice u too stop thinking and see good and do things which makes u happy atlast love u jen 💖 and remember love everyone and be happy