mujhe hamesa suicide krne ka MN krta hai, lgta hai me sbke upr apne dwa apne har chizo ke liye bojhh hu. jb hurt hoti hu to, dhire dhire hurt ko htane ki koshish krti hu, but jb last Tak hurt ho jati hu, to khud ko nuksan pahuchane lgti hu. ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ๐ถ ni mn krta. ab jeene ka poore motivation pure dwai ko , smy smy par khate or dekhte jari lekin khud ko smjhane ni pari ki mujhe jeena hai.๐ถ