He committed suicide coz he couldn't get into govt job after trying for 2 years.I feel guilty I couldn't help him as we were on average of breaking up

He was diagnosed with severe migraines problem I came to know this later

Can u help me get ou of this please I too want to live ......

Sorry to hear this, I know the guild is greater than anything but don't waste your life in thinking about suicide or being depressed instead help people who are going through a similar situation in life. You couldn't save one life but you can save a lot of lives by being there for them

I dont no were to start it's all messed up I am all messed up

Hey! I am glad you reached out, it’s really courageous of you. Whatever you explained actually seem to be a very stressful situation. Suicide is a person’s choice and your bf committed it because he wasn’t able to handle the stress you were no where a part of it. If anybody threatens you you will have to tell thwm with confidence that you aren’t responsible for what he did. Why have you not been able to take up a job? Try to apply, and start working take up small responsibility and work. It will give a sense of satisfaction and achievement. Don’t compare yourself with others, they aren’t going through what you have been theough. Start from wherever you are right now and you will also grow. What is messed up? What are the things that you want to talk about. Please share.

It feels like my mind has stopped working I dont realise where are my days going .I am stuck

I dont know where to start I fear I will fail again .I am not able to concentrate on studying

Why don’t you make a list of things that you want to do, and then plan out how you can do it.

I am confused nt sure about anything

It's like I start and reach dead end

What are the things that you want to do, can you pls write them here?