I am too depressed I feel, I've been in this situation before but I got through it last time, but this time I just don't feel that strong to fight my anxiety and depression. All I think about is death, the first thing that comes to my mind is death. I just feel I am not enough, and I swear to god, I wanna change and I'm trying to change, but it's just not working. although I smile on the outside, I'm broken on the inside I just hope I had someone who loved me, and forgetting the fact I'm just 12, I get suicidal thoughts almost everyday💔😭. but all I say is "I'm fine"