suicidal thoughts because of being left out by friends

Question

everything is bad right now my friends left me and they were one of the only reasons I lived and now they're gone and my suicidal thoughts have gotten way worse and I have this really stupid victim complex and I'm a terrible person

kaz · Answer

i also have very very very low self esteem and nobody likes me for it

rkaka · Answer

Why did they leave you? Did you try to clean the air between you guys?

pitifulDingo5 · Answer

If people who left you come back in your life . your life will be worst then before .instead try making new friends who knows you better

pitifulDingo5 · Answer

i can be your friend

troubledCaribou0 · Answer

the friends who left you were actually never your true friends because true friends be with us in our worst situations also , you should feel blessed that now you are saved from such people who did not supported you

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?