suicidal thoughts because of not being being able to achieve what was planned

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suicidal thoughts because of not being being able to achieve what was planned

i get suicidal thoughts always when im unable to do what i'm willing to do i'm a 1st year engineering student i don't at all like studying it .i always try hard to get into studies but couldn't .i was a good student a topper ,i dreamed to become a doctor but ended up being a failure i couldn't crack the exam so i have to at the end choose engineering .it was going good but now again i wish if would have then studied well i would have been doing my doctor's study .i always feel so guilty from inside ....i don't like myself i feel worthless .right now its getting very worse day by day for me i cant concentrate on single thing more than 5 min..wat to do..?

noel_sha

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spreadconfidence
hey,i was wondering if you are using your smartphone to study. if not,put it away.and anytime you study,imagine a ball of light on your books,when you get distracted the ball is floating away,but you dont want that to happen so keep bringing the ball back everytime that happens. Believe me when i say youre not a failure by not cracking med exams, maybe a better future is waiting for you who knows? everytime you get suicidal thoughts,ask yourself if you wanna die with regrets. if not,you can change it now. you are already studying the course many are dreaming to study. you are not a failure at all
Zoya Ahmad
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Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I am sure this is very difficult situation to be in. At times we have accept what life offers us. You have been losing interest because you feel that this is not what you want. Your capability is still the same you can achieve heights from this profession as well. It must be difficult to focus but try to accept it and move forward. We all have to start somewhere. Make up your mind, and start with a routine in life. Push yourself to do better everyday and appreciate yourself for being who you are. Trust your potential. Do you think you won’t be able to cope in this career stream?
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