just remember your life is more worthy than you think of it. This will pass it's just a phase. Be strong
drearyFlamingo9
4
this shall too pass...or consult a psychiatrist
Monibha
3
Please don't... life is very precious π
AQgemini5
2
You have the potential to succeed in life, better days are comming for sure, don't give in into the darkness. Just keep fighting and give your soul its desires, one step a time, it will drive you in the right direction. But know when you get to that point where you feel there is no return. The main thing is to get through that day, shower yourself with the things your love, or go somewhere peaceful to rest or set a peaceful environment for yourself, the next day you will have more energy set intentions. Keep working do things that make you happy in the long run. Small steps. Hope you get better and get through this day. You are not alone.
lazyPups
4
broo, Suicidal is not worth it,I always have that in my Mind too,But Think about the one that love you,I mean there will be always one person who is loving you for who you areπ, We all feel unwanted, we all have Problems,but that's life,Life is not Easy at All, Just Don't Give up Easily no matter how hard it getsπ,you'll soon Feel Better,there will be new day, A Day for you,where you'll feel like Living more and more.i know i don't Know you,But know that I'm always supporting, Y'all with Problems,just Don't Suffer alone β¨π€
unloved
3
talk to us, what's wrong
unloved
4
we are here to listen
snow
5
we are here to listen and having a different set of eyes and ears on your problem we can all lead to a different solution. taking life is not always solution. let us help u.
ddbdinugi
4
get help I too hv same issue π₯²π°
drearyFlamingo9
3
Take professional help
drearyFlamingo9
3
Share as much as you can what's bothering you
_jen_
I'm a 12th grade student. We know how in past things went online. No physical classes, no guidance nothing. Soon, after I gave my 10th exams. Lockdown started. At first i enjoyed it then I lost my grandmother. Which is sincerely affecting me alot everytime. I never was a kid who wanted to give up on things. My family we all went to Quarantine. After that my std 11th was like turning pages. We all were passed without giving exam's. Then I entered 12th phase. I'm taking private tutorials. Me and my friend to to same tuition. It's still online. But the problem is they are not teaching good. I mean the worst. They don't know what they're teaching. They just skip all the derivatives saying that it is easy. Some they explain orally. How would we understand. Our college only took complete fees but never bothered of teaching. We only went to give exams. I'm not getting guidance properly. I'm literally tired and stressed. I'm feeling like shit. Portion is not completed next month I have exams. I just am not getting what to do? My parents won't understand my situation. My classes started in June. That too directly of 12th std my 11th concepts r not clear. I'm seriously stressed. My Maths teachers in Tuition just skip sums and two chapters saying it's self study. 12th course in damnnn harrdd and without proper guidance it's hell. My parents expect soo much from me I can't see them being sad about me. I used to get motivated to study by my grandmother but now she's no more. There's no one to guide me, to tell me it's ok you will do it. It's hard to see that I'm drifting apart. I don't see any hope. I'm not smart enough to understand things at one shot. I can't even sometimes remember answers. I'm not understanding what to do? I'm stressed, I feel anxious. Depressed after all this situations. I feel soo bad. I don't want my parents to be sad because of me. I can't see their money being wasted on me. I literally am not able to take all this. In the past month I was searching for phenol so that I could die. Things are just getting upside down for me. I literally don't wanna die leaving my parents my family Alone in this world. But I can't live too. Depression is eating me. Teachers are giving pressure they're not understanding our situation. I can't, I'm not able to ππππππππππππ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
drearyFlamingo9
2
seek professional help and tell your parents about it
ddbdinugi
6
I'm doin finals in cie Cambridge no more school after this year for me an I'm still 15 I wanna die too but I HV goals when. I remember them I get determined likevise u too will go Tru in no time π₯°π₯Ί
praiseayu
3
Jen.....ur s
praiseayu
3
Ur situation is just like me...I am going through same damn....I am in 12 th too Nd pcm ....I am in depression ..... and my study my life my mental health my interest my happiness is affected ...I am lost ....but I am facing it....may be ...just living it ....I am live but actually lifeless ..... but somewhere I have hope of better days ....may be I couldn't do better in 12 th....but I have lot of opportunities in future .....so Jen just try to handle it ....and I know it's so unfair with us ....by CBSE and
unloved
2
Hi _jen_ first u need a warm virtual hug from me. Secondly you need to take a deep breath and treat urself like a baby, a small child. Take one step at a time. You need to know you are not alone as you see in this chat place. Here all of us are fighting our battles and trust me everyone's battle is tough and painful. Losing a close one is a mential toil, it's hard but first step to cope with it is accepting that the other person has move on to a better place, miss her but her good memories not that she is more with you. Secondly to curb ur anxiety plus depression combo (It's a devil) you need to be easy on urself, u might have responsibility and pressure to do better than anyone but u r human, it's only so much ur mind can take. it's actually good sign to panic so that u study but u can't lose who u r in that panic state. Breath, u r not alone and trust me after 12th still things work out even though u don't get good marks. They say it's important but it's not the end of the world. Don't be so hard on yourself. If you want to talk or need help u can reach out to me on instagram. I am assuming u would understand this - Yeh waqt bhi guzar jayega. Breath
unloved
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Hi @praiseayu, the same advice for you
_jen_
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@unloved Thank Youuu soo much for understanding. Also thank you everyone for giving me suggestions. I hope it all to work. I just want all this to be over. I feel expectation as a burden on me. Sometimes, expectations pressure is just too much. I think that I'll fight all this like how others are doing but I'm not able to find a way, even if i find one it doesn't work out that well. But I'll do my best & fight all this. As I don't have any choice. Thank You Soo Much once. Thank God I came across this app where I get suggestions for my problems ππ₯°
unloved
4
_jen_ Any timeπ€ anytime u can reach out to me when u feel low at your_soul_friend.exe on insta u r want, I will try to be there. Anyone who needs help or someone to listen or anything you can reach out