Suicide

Question

Sometimes I really don't feel like living anymore.....! I'm genuinely fed up of people looking down on me. And everyone becoming or reaching into some good position and I'm still stuck and people just feel soo good seeing me that position. I want to ask God why me? Why do I have soo many imperfections. There's no good quality in me which is perfect. You people know when I get happy? I only stay happy when my Mom cooks something delicious, that's it. Otherwise my normal days are more like hell. I fear going out without wearing mask because I feel like people would laugh at me just because I have face like this and they would bully me because I speak soo fast and I have short height. I wish I could just really diee. My soul it's really tired and it really needs peace from this world. My Mom & Dad and my family they are just soo damn good. I don't wanna hurt them by dying but I can't live either. It's just soo tiring.

bearwiththickhead · Answer

yeah, when low days come, we must remember what we have. Remember, the goal is to go through the hard time with courage, remember everything the you have, your blessings, privileges, resources, money in your wallet, food in your fridge, people who smile when they see you, you always have something to be grateful about. Remember, just like there are days when we feel low, there are days when we feel high. You got this. Be strong.

_jen_ · Answer

Thank you I'll fight this through 🙂

bearwiththickhead · Answer

Glad I could help

artisticstork6 · Answer

thanks for supporting everyone bear ❤

dinosaur · Answer

I totally understand what you are going through, there are times I feel the same . let's try not to let this thoughts pull us down , and one thing my friend : Please don't care about what other people think or say , let's remember it's our lives and someone else's irrelevant opinion doesn't matter

help me please

how do I change for the better?

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