i keep thinking how painful they will have to go through if i kill myself that's why i just cry here right now in my room
I'm doing exactly the same thing, crying, ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!
I want to just disappear from their lives, like vanish, like I never existed, so they won't get hurt!
we're not completely helpless dont we? i hope someone can pull me out of this shit
i feel the same
i want to die but i can't
not yet..there are people i cant left behind
that's a good thing, I don't have anyone, no friends, nothing
lonely as fuck
we both have no one and it feels like worst than dying
well my parents are the reason i wanna kill myself, ironic right? the ones who bought you to this world make you feel you wanna die anytime soon. and im 14 btw
you're too young to experience all that.. i hope in our next lives we wont be as fucked up as we are right now
yeah you are right!
ok whenever u feel like dying just remember ur parents who had gave u this beautiful life. And just remember the things that u expect to do for them when u become independent. If u r not there then who will be there for them haa. I want to say one thing to u that , the world is led by emotions and when one emotions grabs us and it starts crushing try developing another emotion just like fire and water . And the best emotion to counter suicidal thoughts is trust. I don't whether u are an atheist or a believer. But u know each and every human being in this world who may be a good or bad person is going through something at each point of there life. And for me it's my trust in Almighty that keeps me on track everytime my thoughts wander to deep caves of ignorance. So i suggest u only this. Just try to be friendly with God u will see a most wonderful and chill person that you would long to talk each time whenever u feel a change. And that our God. And if ur an atheist believe in that positive energy that defines u.