I’m 19 and I’ve been dealing with severe loneliness for most of my life. I got abused a lot growing up by my grandmother, but I had my grandfather who was very supportive and a very good man. but after he died he things went downhill even more for me. in high I had a decent group of friends but most were really fake and didn’t actually care for me. I tried dating but every chick I would talk would always used me for attention or use me for validation or An ego boost. I wasn’t raised by my parents so growing up I always felt unwanted and not loved and valued by the world, I would always ask myself and even to this day “ why doesn’t anyone want me”. and alot of the time i feel that way, alot of days I feel like maybe I don’t matter. I’m a good person I try to be a good person, I’m smart, I’m handsome and I try my best but the loneliness never stops. maybe it’s because I’m too kind people tend to walk all over me. I’m sorry for the rant it’s just I’m depressed and alone and it hurts….