I am in hostel now. I just came back to hostel from home yesterday after my diwali break. I couldn't enjoy my diwali holidays as I was sick and down with Dengue. I'm still recovering from it. In today's class I actually felt so dumb. I knew the answer but, at that moment I was feeling dizzy and I just said my professor that I don't know the answer to it. She constantly kept asking me throughout the class if I understand what she's teaching (just me ,no one else)I kept feeling dumb. And, I don't know why but I miss my home more now(even more than the first time I came over here). Everyone thinks that I'm stupid over here. I have two friends from school to my Bachelors but, now in masters I hardly talk to anybody. When people talk to me I stumble. I can't talk to my parents over the phone or else I'll cry.
hey..... it's fine. you will be fine.... don't think much. your problem is nothing. gather urself. it happens sometimes....so...jst chill. talk to ur friends..... mingle with them... when u wl be completely recovered from dengue go for an outing with ur friends.....u will feel better. don't think urself as a dumb.....it's fine to be silent. gather urself n bounce back. may be ur mom is missing you....so u r also missing home.....talk to her.....u wl feel better.