Hey sijapeny....dont be so hard on yourself. I think he is your true friend and can totally understand your situation. I think that's what real friend should do and no need to panic. Just take a long deep breadth and let some time pass away. It will heal you and your relationship with your friend.
dr_p
hi Sijapeny, take a deep breath and center yourself. Ending it all is not a solution. Try to reach out to your friend and apologise for your behaviour. Try to make him/her understand your side. They may or may not forgive you. It is not in your hands, you will have to let them take their own course. In the mean time, apologise to them and forgive yourself.
Hazra
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Hey please take a pause and try to put a lid on those gloomy thoughts...your best friend is your best friend because he understands what you're going through. BPD is a mental health issue, it's not who you are. And lashing out without reason is a symptom of the Illness it's not your natural approach to relationships! Why blame yourself? Reach out to your best friend and apologise. He will understand your struggle. BPD is just a condition and you're true self is far stronger and kinder than what this illness turns you into some times.
