Divine Spirit creator of Heavein and Earth i thank you for such a day as this. I even thank you for my life right now. Although i have made a mess of everthing that you had restored in my life. I thank you. i should have came to you more about the women on my job that did not like me an were saying and doing bad things against me. Instead i went home and cried an sought my sorrows in a bottle of wine. I should have never picked up that phone when that ex lover called. So im aking for your forgiveness for not putting you first. And i ask for your Divine guidance and protection over my mind and most of all over my life. Help me to fight this demon of suicide because it so easy to give up. I call on you and manifest the day when i will stand vicotoriusly before people and tell them my strory on how i made it over. Cover me Spirit. Send me the resorces and finances i need to get better. I dont know wht the next second, minute, hour are day brings but you do. I feel so alone here on this earth my family seems not to understand some dont care. Spirit help in your most Holiest Rightioues name Amen..