hey everyone! so, recently I've been having these wierd thoughts about myself, and I don't know who to share with, so, I thought this could be a better space! here I'm going, I've been feeling very wierd these days, lack of confidence, I don't feel like doing my work, or studying, it's very hard to get out of my bed, although I have a constant stress about it, though I'm not a person like this! also, I've a great urge to talk to someone, don't have much friends, I love talking, but I'm finding it very hard to interact with anyone. I don't even like to interact with my friends as i always feel, they are always there when they need something from me, and I'm not the priority of anyone. they ask for me only when no one is there with them. always a second option. also, I had a super super crush on one of my batchmate, which is now one of my friend, and I now the person is committed. I moved on from that too..but I always find myself alone, even in outings with friends.ifeellonelyallthetim