oh! pls! ask me, i find it so difficult to pass every day, at times i too do feel why my life just dnt ends, so much emotional trauma inside that even if i want to feel happy, i cannot

i simply meditate and focus on my work

How do you focus? Because I cannot. It's really hard to even focus in one class on eat the teacher is saying. When will it end?

well if you are in school then it would be difficult, it took me years to reach a point where i can still manage myself and keep everything aside and focus on work

u can look for people who will listen to u

that is me every single day,

don't you think people have their own shits to deal with?

no there are people to genuinely listens and try to give the correct advise

I'm not saying there aren't genuine people out there. All I'm saying is that people have their own problems to deal with, there own life, don't they? I go through all sorts of shits, through out the day. Do you think that person would be available 24/7 or have the mental capacity to deal with a bipolar nuisance? Don't you think is better not to he dependent on someone else?

have u tried taking help from professionals

No, I haven't.

I don't think my parents would approve of that, they would straight up laugh at me and tell me that the reason I'm like this is because I'm not closer to God.

in this case i dnt know what to say, m no professional either, all i can say is this is your fight, like i have my, i came to this portal to vent out, but i still need to carry on wd my fight

u can share here, i will listen to u

You, only saying that helps me. Thanks alot. We all have our battles to fight, it's all a game of survival. I hope you get through it too.

I have been there , I couldn't focus on my studies , I had no interest in my studies and my life, I tried many times to be productive but ended up failure now because of that I couldn't able to win my life now my whole life became useless , so from what I learnt in my life I suggest you something , get focus , and break through those obstacles and reach your goal soon , please I know how hard it is but you will succeed in your life ,you been through manythings and you are kind and you have good heart theres no way that you will fail in your life just focus and never give up ,you will succeed in whatever you tried , I pray for you, god will help you

Thank you so much, you've been very kind and of much help.

Your welcome , I pray for you and thank you once again

start with going to a therapist