M a hardworking girl. just finished first month with a very well known company. started off on a wrong foot with my manager with some genuine goof ups. I don't know if she likes me now. I fear I m not gonna be enough for her expectations... I have been working really hard. It's also a career switch for me, so it's all the more overwhelming. me being ultra anxious n shy person, it's too much to take. I need a break already. too tired from life.