i resently spoke something very rude about my dad to my sister and in one of our normal finghts she told that to him. He was so disappointed that he stopped talking to me, he is angry and very ignorent about what ever i tell. i feel so hopesell at this point that i want to run out of my jailed environment. i feel so wrong and bad i just what to know do others also do that or is it only me who is being toxic. is there anything that i can do to escape this pain of being alone. all the time i walk done, i scared and very unconfortable to face my parents.