It must be tough for you living there and please don’t think of death s life is precious and is meant to be cherished . What is it that your family does to make you feel like this ? Let’s talk about it

every single word they say has a glimpse of hatred towards me. they want me to change and only then wil they b able to love me not now they want a different version of me and i don't think i can do that . so they just treat me like useless

Well you should talk to them and have a honest chat with them. May be the tone in which they are saying things is making you feel like that . I am not blaming you but it sometimes happen that even when we say things for someone’s betterment but don’t say it in the right way has a negative impact . You need to clarify this with them. Tell me if you had a chat with them in the Past or not?

I've had this chat multiple times . it's of no use. they just say i am being dramatic and then just start ignoring me

Well you have to tell them That you don’t like being ignored and you want your opinion to be heard. Also , try doing things you love doing as it will allow you to stay positive about the whole situation and keep you happy .

I've done it all dosen't work thats y i reached out because I've done everything. literally everything possible

same my family is same

Hey! I have read what you’ve written. I am sorry to hear that you have been going through a lot and even after trying everything nothing has made things better for you. What are their expectations? How do you not fit in it?

First of all they want me to have a perfect slim body which i don't and every single person has now made me belive that i hate my body i would give up anything to have a perfect body

Hey....i am going through the same phase. My parents are not even talking to since a week. I also felt the same like you. I have gained weight in this pandemic and my parents said they would like me if only had a slim and perfect body. But going through the same continuously, I now know what to do. You know what, this is because we are all stuck at our home with parents. But this is just for a short while, as soon as everything goes normal, just move out of the house and start living on your own. Then you can see the difference. You will be happier. I am not saying that your parents are bad, its just that your situation matches to mine, I am telling you what I feel. Just think of the future. Just wait for this pandemic to end. Just think about what you can do next in your life after this pandemic and where you will be. Thinking about future brings positively. Think of a happy future. Sometimes parents don't realise that they are hurting us a lot. But the bad thing is we are not able to do anything just because they are our parents and we don't want to see them suffering. Just think about this once. And please don't think about killing yourself. A great and happier future is waiting for you.

Hating your body isn’t a solution, you should be happy in your skin, people you are discouraging you please ignore them, look forward to a healthy lifestyle this will genuinely give you a better perception of self and do it for yourself.

You shouldn’t hate yourself or your body on what other people say. Your perfect the way you are and be happy . Cheer up

thanku u everyone for sharing thier views and guidance. as i said that i have been trying for so long now . i will also not stop . i want a happy future i want to go to college. it's just the pandemic . it is the reson i am stuck here. but who knows when will things go to normal . i just need some real true honest friends with whom i can talk to and share about such stuff.

Try to reconnect with friends you’ve lost touch with.