nobody has the right to tell you that you cant achieve anything in life. doesnt matter that she was the one who gave birth to you. but the life that you own is a precious one and its yours to look after and nobody else has the rights to mock you for it. if you are studying right now you can talk about it to a teacher or a counceller. Induldge yourself with some activities .. like get a part time job that can help you become independent which can provide you with a fresh air .. I am not an expert in providing help in such situation because I too went through some similar shit in life and am exhausted as well .. the only thing I can tell you is not give up on your dreams , be it small or big or still trying to find one. no matter how many times people tell you that its imposible. Do It. be a good person. help others around you ... its not about the money and friends .. but the determination to still strive .. if you have no one to share your feelings .. make a journal .. draw what you feel or write it down .. do not forget to keep it some place safe .. and even if it hurts smile :) take care

thanks friend your thought helped me a lot can i become your friend

for the first time in my life i have shared my feeling with anyone thanks a lot

sure why not .. :)

where do you live sister

I am from India where are you from

i am from delhi sister