i feel lonely i guess? i have nothing and no one . parents hate me , always abusing me telling me how big of a disgrace i am , daily dailyyyy non stop always fucking always , i score good despite of my fucked mental health i think thats the reason im allowed to reside with them . they know i am suffering mentally and this makes me a disgrace . IF YOU ALL ARE THIS UNHAPPY WITH ME WHY DONT YOU FREE ME FROM MY MiSERY ? put me down? kill me ?