Must be tough for you. Do things that will make your father proud looking up from the sky
sorry for your loss. i know its tough its been 18 years since i lost someone dear to me i still get emotional about it because i miss her. Her memories are my strength and my weakness too and its okay too feel vulnerable too at times . what i know is i want to continue what she used to do her kindess her nature it has taught me a lot although i am nothing in front of her but i want to continue her legacy that yeaah people know that i got it from her remember her .
Stand in front of mirror and remember the lovely memories you had spent with your father and smile with full of heart and say I will be your proud daughter, thank you for giving me this life. A texture of gratitude and love could lessen your pain and your father will become your strength for a life. I am sure, you are a brave girl.