Hey! Thanks for reaching out. I am sorry for your loss, I am sure it must be really difficult for you to accept it. At times even after knowing the reality our mind just does not let us accept it and makes us feel guilty as if it's our fault. We can change the reality.
I can understand your situation very well.
How have been feeling lately?
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