trauma of mother's death

Depression

hi.i am new here .dont know how this app works but just wanted to confess to someone..or maybe anyone close to me.since rn i have nobody in my life as close to whom i can share.so maybe this is how i landed up here.my name is mitali.age 22 yrs. its been 2 months since i lost my mother due to covid. i dont know if anyone understands this but i can never ever get over it. these two mnths i spent at home with my elder sister .with she being around i felt normal.now me being a hostellite in another city..life is getting difficult.like even 5 minutes of time spent alone feels like hell .i cant stop thinking about her..the day the died.the day i met her the last time.her last words..all things rush to my mind..rn m typing this m all in tears but i dont care .i cant study. nobody cares for me.if i ate or not .if my hospital staff is good or not.if m well or not.no one calls me.she used to call me daily.i miss her so much..so much that i m losing interest in my life.i dont find any purpose to live.i feel helpless.

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3 Answers

E-ashraf

First of all sorry for your loss and it would’ve been tough on you losing your mother. I am not a the right person but I feel you should feel extra motivated to make your mother proud as she must be looking at you from the sky. Do things which would’ve made her happy may be help someone who needs your help. Continue talking to ur sister as that will make you feel better. Tc and loads of support from my side 😊

Aayushia51

Must be tough for you but pls don’t feel alone. Just tc of yourself

Zoya Ahmad

Hey! Thanks for trusting us. I am sorry for your loss, I can only imagine the pain you must be going through. No words will comfort you. The void that is created in your life can never be fulfilled neither it can be replaced, you can cherish her life, remember the good times you have spent with her. That's how you can keep her alive in your memories. I am sure you must be lacking support but now you have to take care of yourself and keep talking to your sister, keep a check on her, you all need each other's support right now. You are very strong and courageous it will be alright, trust yourself and the timing.

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