Hello everyone! Hope you're going fine. I don't know what exactly happening to me but it's very difficult for me to trust my boyfriend. I recently started doubting him so much. I've a strong feeling that he's cheating on me just like my ex did. So I get impatiently frustrated on small things. I lose my shit like anything. It's like I'm getting more toxic day by day because I started checking his phone. I'm just insecure when he's away from me. Sometimes even when he's with me . I understand the fact that this is wrong and so immature. I tried my best to stop this all. To ignore this. To distract me from this. But it's killing me so badly and being very impatient person, I don't have command over my words and eventually I hurt my boyfriend by saying harsh words. I don't know how to get out of it.